Tufflove Exposed

INKED

2007-04-01T07:53:00.000+08:00

I just got my tattoo today. Ive been meaning to have this done for more than two years already but I just didnt have the guts just yet. It so happened that I went with Neil and Talia who were going to have their tatts done. So in such random fashion, I decided to have mine also. Ralph of Needlepoint did my tattoo and the guy was really good. The experience was amazing, I thought that it would really hurt like make-me-cry pain but it was bearable and for some weird reason it was addicting. I had a tribal phoenix design on my upper back while Neil went for a barcode design down his nape. Talia opted for a colorful and intricate yin yang design. So far I'm happy with the results...

GETTING EVEN - HELL YEAH!!!

2006-09-25T10:00:00.000+08:00

I'm not the type who hold grudges with anybody. The shoutout on my friendster profile ("To err is human, to get even now that's Divine") is just a phrase that I've taken from an American TV series; it does makes sense though. I do not promote violence in any way and this might sound so ghetto but whooping somebody's ass feels good as a way of getting even. Let's just say all of my anger was translated into different shades of blue and purple on somebody's face. Seriously, I did regret it in a way but I can't help saying "Hell yeah!" after the incident. So to that other person out there dont provoke me cause I'm gonna go hurt you....I just realized getting physical is way better than bitching out.

Don't worry peeps I'm not gonna go Pacquiao on anybody I see...LoL

xoxo

TO GIVE UP OR NOT

2006-07-25T09:59:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since my last post. I totally abandoned my blogpost for reasons: 1) too busy 2) preoccupied with everything (hint hint, nudge nudge, wink wink) 3) Most of whats happening to me right now is very personal and I dont feel like bringin my dirty laundry in public. How I wish it was like before when this blog was totally anonymous. Before it was "so-in-your-face" that I can post anything I like and what I feel. I felt like giving up on blogging but like I said many times before this has always been my form of emotional catharsis. Now that a lot of things are going BAD, I felt like posting again just to vent out. I thought I would not be posting anymore but Im taking that back...

MY BIRTHDAY

2006-06-25T21:11:00.000+08:00

This maybe a little late, but i wanna still have a birthday post. So HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me...Where are my gifts peeps?!?

I turned 24 yesterday and im still not getting used to that fact hehe. The last year had been a great ride. Ive learned a lot of things that made me become a better person. Looking forward to another year. My wish is just to become happy, have a peace of mind and good health for me and my loved ones. Just some of the things that money cant buy....

COULDN'T GET ANY BORING...GOOD THING THERE'S X

2006-06-05T06:39:00.000+08:00

Do yo thang honaaay!

I'm, sorry for my blog not being updated for weeks. Didn't really have anything to write about other than my life is getting boring and boring everyday. I just spend my days at work or at home when its my day off. Well last friday I did watch Manay Po because Reggie my friend keeps on insisting about it. It was a good laugh, what do you expect from a gay comedy movie. John Pratts was so funny he reminds me of my officemate Ron with his actuations. Which made me say that he was really effective with the character. Though I find the beginning of the movie a ripoff of Ai Ai delas Alas' Tanging Ina.

Paul called me up on my mobile while I was at work. Asking if I could go with him and Mikey for a night out. Sayang!!! I have a shift....

Kai arrived last night from Bangkok, he is in Manila up until thursday. At least things are looking up for me here this next few weeks. He went out with my flatmates in Manila, why is everybody out on a Sunday night and I'm stuck here at work.

"Ain't No Other Man" (check it out here) Christina Aguilera's first single from her new album 'Back To Basics' was leaked in the US last June 1 and has now been released to Australian radio early. I got to preview the song before it hits record stores here in the P.I.. I share the same opinion from most of Team Xtina that its funky, fresh and different from what you usually hear on the radio. Supposedly the world premiere for the single was supposed to be at the MTV Movie Awards on June 8 where she is scheduled to perform. Can't wait to get a hold of a copy.

GETTING F-A-T

2006-05-24T13:40:00.000+08:00

I cant do this anymore, that's why no cam whorin 4 me...LoL =D

I dunno what's happening with me, I feel like I'm gaining some pounds again. Neil, my officemate said that I'm gaining some weight and Lannie also told me to trim down. Feeling your fat is OK but when everyone is saying the same thing that's another story. I dont get to have eight hours of sleep, only on my days off. Im havin breakouts also and I dunno whats causin this. Its been months since I drank alcohol and I dont go to parties anymore...Im at my ugliest! boohoo...My mom says ang laki na daw ng mukha ko, gusto ko ng chiseled cheeks just like Zoolander's (LoL)...

One thing's for sure I gotta do something. Its been a year and still I cant get my lazy ass to a gym. Siguro jogging muna, try ko...we'll see peeps...

2006-05-03T11:59:00.000+08:00

this AXE underwear commercial is very suggestive, funny and is definitely sexy....

HOTTT SUMMER OUTING

2006-05-03T10:28:00.000+08:00

Beach Bums

with Mommy Era, Sigrid and Bianca

We had our company summer outing at Tambuli last Monday. I finished an 8 hour shift that started on Sunday night 7pm, went home and slept for an hour, had breakfast and shower and went to Ayala to meet up with Sigrid. We have to buy food and groceries for the beach. It was a relief since it was really a bummer working on weekends, your stuck in the office and everybody is partying. It seems like there's this big L stuck on your forehead. For one thing it was my day off and made sure that I made the most out of it though I really need some sleep. It was fun being on the beach, getting some tan and swam the whole day as if I had an eight hour sleep. I've was making fun of Mommy Era since she was like under the sun for almost three hours and she still couldn't get an even tan.

I got a henna tattoo inked on my left arm and it looks really nice. I've been considering getting a permanent one, I just dont have the balls for it right now. He had dinner and there was this reggae band who played and we danced like there's no tomorrow. My shirt was soaking wet that night. I have to say that I had a great time though I was like a walking zombie at 10 pm....

BEACH PIX

2006-04-25T19:05:00.000+08:00

Love the sun!!!

Im not drunk yet they're taking advantage of me

Smile pa rin sa cam kahit daming tao sa beach

The next big pornstar comin atcha!!!... hehehe

My tan is wearing off now, good thing there is a two day company outing this coming sunday...Can't wait, excitement etoooooo!!!!!

RANDOM RANTS (UPDATED)

2006-04-24T04:51:00.000+08:00

Blahs

My supervisor was kind enough to load 909 songs on my Ipod. He's a real gadget freak and carries his Apple Ibook G4 with him everytime. He currently has 13,000 songs on his playlist. I asked for all Hed Kandi and Cafe del Mar albums, etc. since he has all of them complete on his playlist. Im so big on Pinoy Rock songs right now and I've been listening to Kjwan, Spongecola and Brownman Revival the whole day.

My schedule sucks BIG time. Our team schedule changed and from weekends my offs are now mondays and tuesdays. Like who goes out on these days?...This is my first time in six years to spend summer here in Cebu and was looking forward to my first Jamaican Nights (though my friends think its so High School). I was stuck at the office instead...

I've been gaining some weight and inches on my waistline and this is not really a great time for that since I've been hitting the beach a lot. I was feelin a bit awkward on boardshorts last Sunday. So I decided I'm gonna go on a no rice diet and I'm already on my 5th day (YAY!). Before my shift I dropped by at Wheat & Greens in Ayala and bought my lunch. I ordered Saucy Beef sandwich, Macaroni salad and Mixed Fruit juice...Healthy living eto!!!

Bitch Fit

I was browsing on the net and out of boredom just entered searches on Google and see what would come up. I stumbled upon an old friend's (or should I say ex-friend, whatever) blog. I read an entry (Nov 2005) about me being all this and that. It's just funny how somebody can diss you on their blog and not actually dish it out on your face. If you have beef with me I'd appreciate it if you tell it straight to my face. It looks like he is so affected with the things that I do. And he is not even involved for crying out loud.

Friendly advice dude, before you check on somebody's dirt better clean up your act first, ok?...

Before you talk about being pathetic and lumiliit ang mundo and whatnot...I think there's nuthin more pathetic than being somebody's boy on the side and tryin to compete with the real BF and the other sidelines. So dont come out clean and start preachin on me, ok...

I cant really please everybody but EEEEWWWW! look who's talking?!!??...

XTINA'S PEPSI TV AD

2006-04-15T16:41:00.000+08:00

Bollywood (Pan-Arabic Version)

Xtina's new Pepsi ad campaign is out. She has been the face of Coca Cola a few years back also about the same time when Pepsi had Britney.

Pepsi World Cup Advert

Featuring footballers David Beckham and Roberto Carlos...

MY DOG WAS ON TV!

2006-04-03T15:31:00.000+08:00

BORED?!?: try camwhorin'

I was supposed to go out with some friends last Saturday night. I was so tired that I just slept and woke up at around 12:30 am. It was good to know that Keanna won as the first ever PBB Celebrity big winner. The only thing that I saw from the BIG night was when her name was called. At 1:00 am a lot of peeps texted me asking me to go to Pump, Pipeline, Vudu. I was so tired that I just had my dinner, took a shower and slept again at 2:30 am. Im not feeling the club scene anymore, I'd rather chill in a beach somewhere and bake in the sun.

I've been asking my Lola that I go to Bora this summer, she said that it was not a problem. Thing is, I'm still on probationary period and I cant file for any leaves. I'm cooking up some really good excuse so that I can leave for more than two days, hhhmmmmm. I cant say that Im gonna go get sick and go back in the office with tan lines and all.....

Quinro: on jemote mode

Quinro is a celebrity dog (waaah!). It was nice seeing my dog on TV Patrol Manila and also in the local morning show. My mom and my dog's previous owner went to this free pet consultation thingy that was sponsored by the station. My mom did say that a cameraman from ABS took some vidshots but I didnt expect that it would be on national TV. The funny thing was on TV Patrol the whole shot was just on my dog however with the local morning show my Mom was included. I guess Quinro has more star appeal than my mom, haha! (peace ma!)... It was kind of a reunion for Quinro since Nimfa brought his father and sister Whitney which was a beautiful black toy poodle. Peeps from Quinro's Vet clinic were the ones who were facilitating the event. He just got his shots and he cant take a bath for a week. So I have a stinky dog for a whole week.I still cant get over his being on national TV...

MOONBATHING

2006-03-27T11:48:00.000+08:00

Check out the new Levi's ad campaign....

I wish somebody would buy me their 512 Low Boot jeans.... *drools*...its so fuckin TIGHT!!!

watch the Moonbathing TV ad....

SUMMER LOOK DAW O?!?

2006-03-20T15:35:00.000+08:00

My supervisor called me up this morning to inform me about my new sked for the next two weeks and dress code for the night read: SUMMER/BEACH ATTIRE...My officemate Lannie asked me to call her mobile after she heard the news. Being the dress-down-hungry employees that we are, we talked about what to wear, color and all that stuff. Then came the bad news, Nardz called in the second time and said that no flip flops or shorts allowed. Immediate reaction: DUH!...This is gonna be a total BORE...My excitement deflated just like that...

Of course I was thinking of white tank top + linen pants + and flip flops. And there is no way that I'm gonna be channeling the Mayor Lito Atienza look, hawaiian floral prints are for board shorts only.

So sad, mura sya ug slumber party sleepwear not allowed...*grunts*

A WEEK'S WORTH OF BLAHS

2006-02-28T10:44:00.000+08:00

...Last week was my third week in training, I realized its one big PBB house. You really don't have to like the people you meet but you just have to deal with them. Too bad no Zanjoe or Christian there (toinks!)...I'm havin a blast and I'm getting a long well with everybody. There's just this one taklesa girl who had a taste of what bitchin out is all about, Marco style. Haha! I got my first official spat with somebody at training, I guess she will never forget me for the rest of her stay with the comapny. Don't get the wrong idea peeps, I'm the nicest person there is but you just have to know when it is time to shut up....

...After I got out of the office at Saturday 9AM, I was like energized with the thought that Its my off for two straight days. We had our usual after shift chikahan and bastusan at Chowabunga. We decided to go to Ayala and watch Close to You. I was with Tippie and Ezzan, though I might sound jologs but the movie was fun. It was light, more of comedy and a bit of drama. I did cry on the Gallery scene where Bea saw the pictures. I have to say it was one big exression of love. Yes, its the jologs in me talking. Senxia na!

...I met up with Alden (Sly's friend) yesterday who is staying here for his work at Shangrila. We had coffee at Bo's at around 5ish. Stayed there for two hours and talked about everything under the sun. It was nice talkin with somebody who's at the same wavelength, It's been a drag talking to mostly straight peeps. We met up with his friend Monica at Ayala and had dinner at Big Mao.

...I went home at 10 and I was so happy because we have a puppy. His name is QUINRO and he is a toy poodle. He's just three months old and we didn't change his name so as not to confuse him. He woke me up early morning and I have to say its SO FUN to have a pet...

...I watched Ben Affleck's "Paycheck" on video at 2 AM. It was a good movie, he was an engineer and created a machine that could predict the future. I like it when he said that if you see the future, mystery will be lost and in turn hope is gone. I'd rather go with an unpredictable future, makes LIFE more exciting and spontaneous....

SPILLED COFFEE AND CIGGIES

2006-02-21T10:53:00.000+08:00

I've been very busy lately with work. My shift for this week is 12 am to 9 am and I hate it. I felt so sick and it was 20 minutes before log-out, I tried my best not to fall asleep in training class that I decided to go to the pantry and inject myself with caffeine. I went for Cafe Mocha and because of restlessness I spilled half of it on my white shirt. It did woke me up, considering that I had to go back in the class with a messy white polo shirt. I was thinking how to explain myself to my trainer since I just sneaked out for that supposed caffeine fix, good thing he didn't see me. I just borrowed Jobajo's black Dickies jacket since I didn't wanna go home just wearing wifebeaters and people might mistake me for a siga or something. Don't wanna run into some trouble though it was really hot walking with that jacket on at 10 am in the morning.

I got back to my smoking habit since I'm surrounded with lung-roasting-happy peeps. But its just one stick per day and I try not to go to the 3rd floor Smoking area on my second 15 minute break. For some reason, It did a lot of help in getting rid of my cough. Probably just a coincidence though hehe...I've been successful in avoiding it for three straight days now.

Kai did some shopping in Belgium and bought for himself a Motorola phone for $200. He called me up last Sunday night and also tried his phone's SMS capabilities. I sure did lost a lot of credits because of the 15 peso per text rate.

I'm on my third week now as an employee and I have been enjoying it so far. Can't wait for payday!!!!

HAPPY V DAY!

2006-02-14T05:43:00.000+08:00

Happy Heart's Day!!!

Its Valentine's day! Not really a happy day for me. I've been sick for the last four days, it has been raining for almost a week now. I've been having cough and colds and I didnt get to have my usual eight hour sleep. I started working last Monday, I was with the morning shift for last week which takes a lot of getting used to since I'm a nocturnal person.

We get to wear jeans for tonight's shift given that we wear something red or pink. My closet is devoid of anything pink or red. Guess, I'm gonna raid my brother's closet, haha!
I'm dateless...Guess, I'm just gonna go watch a movie by my lonesome while all the people around me gets all mushy...Haay!!!

Where are my chocolates, peeps?!?

Sensory Overload

I just spent my V-day morning ogling at this video. I'm so into the Korean wave right now that I think they have a lot of things to offer other than your favorite koreanovelas and Sandara Park.

I'm gonna go home now and get some sleep. My head hurts already....

HEART'S DAY COMING

2006-02-03T12:38:00.000+08:00

Paul got hitched...

My friend Paul jumped on the LDLA (Long distance love affair) bandwagon. Last week, based on our YM conversation, felt like he was about to kill somebody from the past...And after a 5 day vacation, he's in love. He finally found "The One", I first read about it on Mikey's blog . When I chatted with him yesterday, he said to read his new blog entry. I'm so happy for you Paul!

My bestfriend Phoebe brokeup with his BF last two Sundays ago. And now she say's she is inlove...Again!!!

Is everybody falling in love all of a sudden???

Heart's Day (Nah!)

I'm not really excited about it. More excited about the summer season coming in. Haay! the pressures of long distance relationship, para ka din single...I guess I'm just going to spend it with friends at Lovapalooza. I'll just take pictures of the spit swapping action on that upcoming event, haha!...Its the voyeur Marco talking...

For most single peeps out there, the dating game begins...The big dillemma is finding a date. For me, its the battle of the bulge baby. I'm trying to have a flat stomach so I'd look good in Billabong boardshorts. I still have two months to work it out. I've tried minimizing my carbohydrate intake (less rice) but there's no change. I really have to drag my lazy ass to the gym to do it I guess.

However, here are some dating terms explained from Strangecosmos:

EASY: A term used to describe a woman who has the morals of a man.

EYE CONTACT: A method utilized by a single woman to communicate to a man that she is interested in him. Despite being advised to do so, many women have difficulty looking a man directly in the eyes, not necessarily due to the shyness, but usually due to the fact that a woman's eyes are not located in her chest.

FRIEND: A member of the opposite sex in your acquaintance who has some flaw which makes sleeping with him/her totally unappealing.

INDIFFERENCE: A woman's feeling towards a man, which is interpreted by the man as "playing hard to get."

IRRITATING HABIT: What the endearing little qualities that initially attract two people to each other turn into after a few months together.

NYMPHOMANIAC: A man's term for a woman who wants to do it more often than he does.

SOBER: A condition in which it is almost impossible to fall in love.

ATTRACTION: The act of associating horniness with a particular person.

LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: What occurs when two extremely horny, but not entirely choosy people meet.

LAW OF RELATIVITY: How attractive a given person appears to be is directly proportionate to how unattractive your date is.

Grammy's

Another thing that I'm excited about is the Grammy's which will be held on Feb. 8. I've been watching the awards show every year. Christina will be performing with Herbie Hancock. Madonna has an interesting collaboration with the Gorillaz. Most of my fave artists like Mariah, Kanye West, Jamie Foxx, Joss Stone, Mary J. Blige, U2, etc. are scheduled to appear...

CANT KEEP IT SHUT

2006-02-02T11:13:00.000+08:00

Coming Out (Not Really!)

I just don't understand why some people cant keep their mouths shut. It just sucks when you discover that somebody you consider as one of your so called trusted friends is telling eveybody about your private life. I mean its not a big deal for me anymore, I've been OUT for quite some time now. I've been posting pics and all of my misadventures since last year, post "Confessions of a Discreet Bi" era. Based on my chat with Joylie she learned about this way back in September. Yes, everybody I am BI, i play both sides of the court and its so fuckin cool to be one. Its something that I am very particular with, more like I am not confirming but not denying kind of deal. Joylie was the only person who's got the balls to ask me the question.

I am not bitching about me being the topic of everyone else. Actually, it flatters me in a way. Parang artista, people find time talking about me and all. The thing is that I know very well who told who and who started all of this. Im so anal about TRUST. Its a privilege and for somebody to just ruin my trust, its just nasty.

Read the YM chat transcript below:

Me: ei! honest question
joylie: ok
Me: may naririnig ka ba nachismis about me...kahit na ano?
joylie: wla nmn....
Marco: oh ok, hehehe
joylie: like what namn....r u guilty of anything....
Me: ewan ko
Me: hahaha that depends
joylie: loko
Me: para mo naman me di kilala
joylie: ok
Me: ikaw, u want to ask me anything? sasagutin ko .
joylie: like what?
Me: kahit na ano na gsto mo itanong sken...kahit noon pa
joylie: oh cge ill be honest
Me: senxia ka na para akong nakainom...kulang lang sa tulog hehehehe
joylie: ok lng...heard kc uve been in a rel with the same u know....
Me: hahahaha...sabi na nga ba eh
joylie: pero i didnt mind it nmn kc nga thats ur decision and i respect it...
Me: wala lang
joylie: wag mo ko tawanan
Me: kanino naman nanggaling???
joylie: no big deal marco....that i cant tell
Me: naweirdohan lang ako kc kahit ang lalayo na natin may chismis pa rin
joylie: u were here p nung nlman ko un pero deadma lng
Me: really?!?
joylie: ano b dat really happens...
joylie: yup...around sept cguro un
Me: kanino mo narinig? classmate?
joylie: di nga pwede
Me: di mo naman sinabi na di pwede...hehehe
joylie: basta di pwede sabihin....eh bakit di mo pa sinasagot....totoo b?
Me: yup

Joylie would not divulge who told her about it. It doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure who the culprit is. Haay! It just sucks how a friend can fail you for the second time...Question to myself: "When will I ever learn?"...

Another thing that so stupid about it is that the person is another closet case...tsk tsk tsk...

Sumthin to celebrate about...

Its my Mom and Dad's 23rd anniversary! They were married on February 2, 1982 and Iwas born on June 24 of the same year. Nope, Im not a six month old premature baby. I was present at the wedding in fetus form that is...Instant! parang pancit canton!

Its our 3rd month! Its been three months that Kai and I are together...Love u so much baby!

RANDOM BLAHS

2006-02-01T14:04:00.000+08:00

MISSIN OUT

ODJ in red top: wifebeater version of Spidey or Flash's costume???

My good friend Odj called me up 9:00 am yesterday. After the kamustahan, he told me to check out the FAB gallery for last friday's Grand EB. Sort of an insinuation that I've been missing a lot. The event was held at FLUID bar and the theme was Anime and Cartoons. I have to say Odj is lookin really buff on this pic (green with envy!) . I miss the circuit and hangin out with my best buddies at Coffee Ex (SM North)...

Chicco (green shirt) with his friends

Chicco was also there, he's got a reputation of bringing the most number of guests. He even won an Ipod Nano at the White Party held last December.

Source

UPs

I'm so bored that after I've been reading this thick book from Reader's Digest: Great Mysteries from the Past. I found a lot of good-to-know info there, most of them the facts and fallacies of past historic events. Its quite interesting though. Its got info on how was the term "Peeping Tom" connected with Lady Godiva.

A lot of Cebu peeps from Downe have been sending me messages after they read my last post here. Good to know I have some instant friends way before starting with my new job at Etel. *winks

Somebody just emailed me today ( another orgasm! hehe). Kind of missed that person; they're on their way to Rotterdam right now. Just learned a new term from a friend Alex, LDLA: Long Distance Love Affair. Current status ko daw (toinks!)

I was chatting up with Joy and Jane on YM while publishing this blog. They're classmates from college, asking me why the sudden plans of staying in Cebu for good. Exchanging some new juicy chikas and latest happenings from our batch...

DOWNs

I talked to Phoebe on YM the other day. She spilled all the details in regards with her recent break-up. Im quite sad for the both of them though its a mutual decision. They first met at my place at Central Park and chaperoned them on their first date at Greenbelt (why not?!?)...She even gave me her email password just so that I have a minute account on what had happened. Being the concerned-slash-chismoso friend that I am, of course I obliged. Some things are just out of your control and that really sucks big time. Anyhoo, I'm always here for you friend and enjoy and have fun being single again...Im just an IM away....

I'm gonna be starting with my new job this Monday. Im working on my requirements this week. Apart from that I've been trying to wake up earlier than 9:00 am which is so hard to do because I usually sleep at 2:00 in the morning. My training sked for next week is early morning at 6:00 am. I really dunno how to adjust my body clock for next week.

I just came from NBI to get clearance from them. For crissakes, the experience was hellish. Not only was it so hot, I have to go back there on Friday. I dont know why it would take them three days to process one paper. GGrrr!

TUFFY SAYS GOODBYE TO BEING BUM

2006-01-26T15:51:00.000+08:00

I GOT IT!

YAY! I got the job just today and I'm quite excited because its gonna be with a sales program. I got tired with the tech support and customer service program that I've been doing for almost two years. Well, they say there's a lot of moolah in sales. Anyhoo, I'm gonna be working at Asiatown I.T. Park which makes it cool but its so far from my house. Goodbye to the BUM life, for two months I've been doing nuthin but watch TV and DVD, sleep for like 12 hours straight, and play Dynasty Warriors on PS2. Good thing coz its been getting boring as each day pass. Don't have much friends here in Cebu so I think this is gonna be an opportunity for me to widen my social circle. So get ready bitches, I'm coming!!!

I've been thinking about going back to school also as a second courser. Given that my parents would give me allowance and shoulder my tuition fees like they used to. But since this job came first, I guess that will have to wait for next school year. Another thing is that all of my transfer credentials are still in Manila. Got quite excited about the whole idea because its gonna be a whole different environment again.

I remembered last Tuesday, the HR assistant asked me if I have any questions after the interview. I answered back "None, I'm tired of talking already..." which he took as a joke but I did mean it though. I hate interview questions like "How many batteries do you think are sold each year?"...and all those other trick questions...

This has been my busiest week ever. Most of the time I just stay at home and do my couch potato business as if its the most important job in the world. After the final interview, I went to Ayala Center and I just couldn't help but appreciate the scenery...Lucky for them, Im such a faithful boyfriend....Haaay!

Im gonna be starting this coming February 6. Perfect timing, since my favorite Korean soap "Only You" would finish the friday before that. My TV viewing is gonna be all screwed up again.

SMOKE FOR COMFORT

2006-01-23T22:55:00.000+08:00

I get so lonely....

I was so bored the other night. Watched all the DVD's that I have at home and my PS2's console got all jacked up. Nuthin much to do and no decent TV show to tune into. I was just thinkin of one person and I miss that person so bad. My loneliness is eating me up and I know listening to Dreamsounds wouldn't help. I was on drama mode in short which I thought I've gone past already. One song keeps on on playing in my head....

I get so lonely

Can't let just anybody hold me

You are the one

That lives in me my dear

Want no one but you

Everybody was already asleep when I got up 12:30 am. I went out for a walk to think. After three months of no ciggies, I suddenly felt the urge. Somehow it helped, in a way two sticks of Malboro Lights became cathartic.

WORD OF THE DAY

2006-01-18T20:29:00.000+08:00

WORD OF THE DAY

Funch
Pronunciation

v: to have wild and erotic sex on your lunch break from work; often occurring in the back seat of cars, bathrooms, private offices and janitor’s closets.

Source

CAM WHORIN'

2006-01-18T19:50:00.000+08:00

CLICK! CLICK!

biggest cam whore there is: PHOEBE

I was checkin my Flickr and Photobucket albums and was amazed to see that I've been a total cam whore like my best bud Phoebe. Everytime we go out her biggest concern is that the digicam's should be full bat....

At Rona's Emerald Mansion penthouse in Ortigas...why not?!? layshoo!

Small reunion with some high school friends...Phoebe is in Brunei, everybody is in Manila and Im stuck here in Cebu, boohooo!

BTC: mag yellow cab mi!

With Haller and Phoebe, on our way to our fave hang out and pig out place: YELLOW CAB PIZZA

Model Behavior

Taken by Phoebe outside the Hugo Boss house at Greenbelt...We took turns in takin pics, she posed against a big backdrop of Kate Moss...Model Wannabees

with dowel, phoebe and rona: murag marshmallows

with my mom last New Year's day

My first time spending New Year's in Cebu in years. Its good to be back here though it gets kind of boring sometimes.

MY NEW ADOPTED PET!!! DUDE!!!

2006-01-18T19:18:00.000+08:00

adopt your own virtual pet!

2006-01-13T12:13:00.000+08:00

The new Dolce & Gabanna ad campaign for 2006. What do you think the guys will do next???

*NUDGE, NUDGE
*HINT, HINT
*WINK, WINK

source

JOBHUNTING

2006-01-13T11:33:00.000+08:00

Everything was going wrong yesterday for some reason. I figured it must be my waking up at seven in the morning. The reason being is that I tried my luck at CVG since they have a tech account there. I said to myself I cant have this kind of luck right now since Im gonna be applying for a job. I was texting some of my friends in Manila for some early kamustahan while waiting for my name to be called. Paul, a friend who was havin his yosi break called my attention. Good thing he was there and I have somebody to talk to. Though Im used to doing job interviews for some reason Im quite nervous going through the same process again. This is my second time applying for a company here in Cebu. I passed the initial interview and Im scheduled to take the exams on Monday. Wish me luck!

I went straight to my cousin's house to raid some of his DVD's. I was planning on a movie marathon for the rest of the day.

EMAILS GIVE ME ORGASMS

2006-01-09T18:11:00.000+08:00

My baby just emailed me and I say nobody cant take the smile off my face right now. I have been so worried sick for days because I havent received any emails...It turned out that they were delayed for four days in India and their offices are locked just to avoid things getting stolen. Anyhoo, I've got my emails. YAY!

Yes, you might think na napakababaw ko but long distance relationships causes paranoia and just imagine all the stress that comes along with it. I know it takes a lot of guts and effort, its just that I love the person and I'm willing to risk everything for this.

I remembered posting a shoutout last month on Friendster saying "Never thought an email can brighten up my day." A friend asked me about the shoutout and eventually he asked me "pano yung sexlife?"...I retaliated "thats why im so happy, I got my email and it gives me orgasms..."

I got one long email and a short one...Last saturday night, I emailed an i love you note and when i opened my inbox this was the first thing that came up: I LOVE U MORE HON...Sweet!

>>>>>>>>>>

I'm so bored that I just slept the whole day yesterday, It was Lazy Sunday for me...I just watched Mr. and Mrs. Smith on video and drool over Brangelina's sexiness...

FINALLY!!!!

2006-01-05T21:34:00.000+08:00

SHENGLOTS: with Ian aka Pink Mantra, Niña and Junal

I met Ian and his friends at C24 last monday night. When i got there they were already shenglot, i mean redfaced and all that(paeettt!). Ian came from Manila to spend the holidays here in Cebu and he promised that he'd be here after Xmas so the rest was history. I got some instant friends Junal, Niña, Ketcha and his boyfie Mark. Masaya naman sila kasama and finally I was able to go gimmick after being stuck at my house for weeks. I dont have any choice Im far from the city and the gimikans here in Cebu so dead on weekdays (paeeett jud!). When I arrived, Ian told me that they're going to PUMP bar. The girls had shifts early in the morning. Supposedly it was just Ian and me, but with Ian's red-horse-bottle-smashing drama and with a bit use of my charm I was able to convince them to go with us dancing.

So after 2 hours of chit chat and getting-to-know with Ian's friends we went to PUMP. I surely missed the club scene in Manila. The ladies got in for free and we were aksed to pay 50 pesos for entrance. All Ian could say was "ka-fun!!!" considering that we pay like 250-350 for entrance at Bed, Common Ground, etc. Later we found out that the stub that we got comes in with a standard drink (kaFUN jud!). We left the place at 1:30, we got tired of old Hip Hop music that they were playing...No Ever After, Shake it Off or any Gwen Stefani song; at least they played My Humps by BEP (good God!)...at least bumawi naman.

SEX AND THE CITY SKIT

2006-01-05T15:05:00.000+08:00

I really love this funny video from SNL starring Xtina. She gives one helluva Samantha impression. I never thought I would see the actual skit since we dont have live telecast of SNL here in the P.I...

MAKE ME WHOLE

2006-01-04T12:52:00.000+08:00

I just wanna thank my baby, my partner, my bestfriend for coming into my life and making me happy...it seems like ive known you a lifetime...we've been thru a rollercoaster ride for these past two months and despite of the distance were still together...when everyone was trying to bring us down, you made me feel that everything was gonna be okay...thanks for making me believe again...thank you for loving me hon! happy 2nd month...

"Make Me Whole"

by Amel Larrieux

Darling I want you to listen

I stayed up all night,

so I could get this thing right

And I don't think there's anything missing

Cause a person like you, made it easy to do

I've waited for so long, to sing to you this song

Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven

Your smile could heal a million souls

Your love completes my existence

You're the other half that makes me whole

You're the only other half that makes me whole
I think the angels are your brothers

They told you about me, said you're just what he needs

And I find myself thanking your mother

For giving birth to a saint

My spirit flies when I say your name

If there's one thing that's true

It's that I was born to love you
Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven

Your smile could heal a million souls

Your love completes my existence

You're the other half that makes me whole

You're the only other half that makes me whole

You make my dreamsCome true over and, over again

And I honestly truly believe

You and me are written in the stars

I live my whole life through

To giving thanks to you
Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven

Your smile could heal a million souls

Your love completes my existence

You're the other half that makes me whole

You're the only other half that makes me whole

INARTE MODE

2005-11-27T18:30:00.000+08:00

im baccck! thought it would be the best time to go bloggin again....I guess I'm not so in the mood right now...my baby is out of the country for six months *praning mode*...just hate this! I've been trying to make myself busy by playing Magna Carta on PS2...just started the 50 hour RPG and also my best bud Phoebe just arrived from Brunei...I guess I'll have my hands full for the rest of the week...

TOPAK MODE

2005-10-26T10:53:00.000+08:00

AArrrGGGhhh!!! my roomie is on topak mode....dont know whats up with this bitch! tinotopak na naman...he's givin me the cold shoulder even though we hardly see each other...Bahala sya!

MORE PICS FROM THE PEPSI AD SHOOT

2005-10-18T11:16:00.000+08:00

aviators: loves it!

Still shooting for Pepsi international campaign outside of Capitol Records.....She's on FIRE...whew!

SHE SWITCHED!!!

2005-10-14T13:23:00.000+08:00

Shooting a Pepsi ad in Malibu

My girl Xtina just switched teams. Despite admitting that she has been a Coke drinker all her lifeand shoting for an international ad campaign for the soda company. She just shot an ad for rival Pepsi slated for an inter national release also. She does look HOT on that bikini and feathered tiara. Im a Coke drinker myself but i still love her. Here's the article:

AGUILERA FEATHERS PUT FIZZ INTO AD

STUNNING Christina Aguilera has added another few feathers to her cap - and it's got nothing to do with her pop career.

The award-winning star sported this extravagant headgear as she filmed a new Pepsi ad.

But although the feathered tiara caught the eye, it was the Dirrty singer's sexy swimsuit and sarong that sent temperatures soaring on the Malibu beach in California.

Life couldn't be better for American diva Aguilera, 24. She is engaged to record producer Jordan Bratman and is recording a new album, set for release next spring

Source: Daily Record

MARCO BIGALOW

2005-10-11T14:32:00.000+08:00

Bad hair day!

I just received this from bigdaddy BRUCE today. I have always been associated with Rob Schneider since day 1 because of his being manwhore, hebitch, etc...It was when I came in late for training and our American trainor Erik asked me to dance the latest craze at that time Ocho-Ocho. Americans...always amazed how we come up with those type of songs (sheesh!). As I remember I did joke about taking my shirt off in class while singing the song hence the stripperman/manwhore namesake.

As for the Gigolo sequel, I've already watched it. It relied heavily on shlapstick comedy but nevertheless it still made me laugh being the shallow person that I am. I do like how Schneider makes fun of what he lacks physically as an instrument in making his audience laugh. One thing to watch out for the woman with a penis for a nose, You don't wana know what happens when she sneezes. I still think HOT CHICK was his best movie ever

BED CLOSING PARTY

2005-10-10T11:28:00.000+08:00

Pau and Sly

with Low, Marvin and Sly

the breakfast/saturday club peeps on the stairs

Dickie wearing a moss green top and Row (signature white pants) w/ his drink way up at the top

I went out with my friends last Saturday night at BED's closing party. Too bad they're gonna be closing out for two weeks because of renovations. My friends and I were thinking where will we go next Saturday night since our fave party place will be closed for two weeks. I was late that night, I arrived at about quarter to twelve that I almost missed the open bar. Freeloader?!? who the hell cares, at least when I get up with a hangover I've got a smile on my face because I get to be "shenglot" for free hehe. It was a fun filled night though at first my night was ruined because of two reasons. One, a friend just mentioned about some crap. I was on bitch/asshole mode (you take your pick), to cut the story short he insinuated that I still have hangups on one of our friends. Which is not the case and he could do whatever he wants, thank you very much!...But I do still love you PAU!...Second, I didnt eat dinner and after downing smirnoffs and nightmare I had an upset stomach. I had to go out an eat something just to alleviate that burning feeling down my stomach. I meet peeps from FAB like Mark and Low. We were dancing til 5:00 in the morning which was more fun because we had the whole dancefloor to ourselves. We ended up in Silya with our post gimmick breakfast and videoke. I had a splitting headache when I got to bed that morning.

SHOUTOUTS>>>> HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my friend Marvin Garcia aka Voltaire...thanks for bein there and listening for me though Im eally not for sure if you were there to listen or to just get on the "dirt" (LoL, Im just joking). A million thank you's for always listening to my rants, frustrations, stupidity (minsan lang naman) whether be it on YM or in person. Wish you happiness, health and peace of mind. Happy Birthday again and dowenlink was down so I had to post my greetings on the bulletin earlier....

TO THE BREAKFAST/SATURDAY CLUB peeps: I had FUN last Saturday night.... lookin forward to the slumber party slash QAF and scrabble marathon next weekend...see yah!

image credits: doc tony's photosite

PARTY BOI'S NIGHT OUT

2005-10-03T10:34:00.000+08:00

I went out with the gang last saturday night at BED...It was major fun that night though it was devoid of cuteness (I'm not exaggerating ok?) as compared to last saturday.The gang was on "angel mode" (go figure!) that night. Everybody was feelin the 40 days 40 nights pledge that Sly claims he is about to finish come next week. Guess what! yesterday, on my 9th day I failed. Its just not for me.

image credits: doc tony's photosite

MIDWEEK

2005-09-21T08:17:00.000+08:00

I brought some DVDs from MCS and watched movies "A Lot Like Love" and "Stepford Wives" and had my haircut done at a nearby barber shop. Slept at 5:30 and woke up at 9:00 PM kaya di tuloy ako nakapagdinner....Pumasok tuloy ako sa work ng gutom...

God! its still a wednesday...cant we just fast forward to friday, my day off....waaaahhhh!

Im so inlove with A Lot Like Love's movie soundtrack especially Aqualung's " Brighter Than Sunshine"....

"Brighter Than Sunshine"

I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling

Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine

I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling

I didn't have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.

Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

I got a feeling in my soul ...

ANOTHER BORING WORK WEEK!

2005-09-19T07:12:00.000+08:00

My whole weekend has been a total relief for me since I just came back from Sta. Maria, Bulacan...Was able to get away from the stress and the heavy traffic of the metro. It was already 9:00 when my roomie and I got back to our unit. We had like less than 30 minutes to prepare to go to work at 10:00 PM. Major bummer! I was like so L-A-Z-Y, I was just keepin myself from goin on absent. I wish it was friday again.....Its gonna be another excruciating work week boohoo!

PEACE OF MIND

2005-09-19T04:01:00.000+08:00

Something that was sent to me by my friend Pinoy thru email...

If you were to ask your neighbor,
"What would give you peace of mind?" he might tell you,
"A vacation in Bermuda!" or
"An extra hundred grand would give me peace!", or
"A new Ferrari would make me content!"

But going places – and getting stuff – is usually a temporary solution ...

Let's say you buy a lottery ticket and by some miracle you win your dream Ferrari.
Today you are content.
Tomorrow you are saying,
"If I could just catch that little punk who scratched it in the car park!"

Peace of mind rarely comes from getting more stuff.
Getting more stuff usually leads to wanting even more stuff!

Peace of mind starts with being grateful for what you have right now.

GRATITUDE is POWER, and here's why ...

When you are thankful for what you have -
for the friends you have, and for the things you've got,
you attract more good people and good things.

People who always complain about what they DON'T HAVE, stay stuck.
Complainers attract more things to complain about!

It is a law of life.
It's hard to explain, but you can observe it around you.
We get more of what we dwell upon.

That's why all the spiritual masters have taught the same lesson ...
"Start by being thankful. Be happy with what you have now,
and more will come your way."

It's practical advice.

IN A NUTSHELL

Every time you say a silent "thank you" you become more peaceful – and more powerful.

ANG LEE'S GAY COWBOY FILM

2005-09-10T10:12:00.000+08:00

BROKEBACK NOT BAREBACK MOUNTAIN *LoL

The highly anticipated gay cowboy film Brokeback Mountain by Academy Award-winning Chinese director Ang Lee, made its premiere at the 62nd Venice International Film Festival last week.

Based on a short story by E Annie Proulx, Brokeback Mountain stars Heath Ledger and Jake Gyllenhaal as two young Wyoming man – a ranch-hand and a rodeo cowboy – who meet in 1963 herding sheep on a mountain and tells of their love that spans over two decades.

Top of page: Heath Ledger and Jake Gyllenhaal (right). Above, Academy Award-winning Chinese director Ang Lee with Ledger and Gyllenhaal.
Ledger and Gyllenhaal’s characters fall in love while working on the Brokeback Mountain. At the summer’s end, however, they both return to their normal lives, marry and have children. Four years later, they meet again and their relationship is secretly rekindled.

"There has never been a homosexual cowboy movie," producer James Schamus said.

"We are using the codes and conventions of romance that have always applied to straight people very unapologetically. We don't care if anyone is upset about it."

Lee, however, insisted the gender of his protagonists is immaterial.

"When it comes to love, there is no difference for me between the love I have for my wife and the love a man has for another man."

"What was difficult was pulling down people's preconceptions of the American West, preconceptions that were created by movies," he said.

The material also touched a chord with Gyllenhaal and Ledger, who between them have four films screening at this year's festival.

Ledger said Brokeback, shot amid stunning mountain vistas, was the first "proper" love story he had played.

"I find there's not a lot of mystery left in stories between guys and girls; it's all been done or seen before," he said.

"I felt this was such a refreshing story of love. For me, our characters were also complex, and to... really investigate this form of humanity and expression of love was an opportunity that I hadn't had."

"To me that's what is lacking in most love stories I've seen," Gyllenhaal said, adding that Brokeback Mountain confronts "a real idea of love, not just a cliche."

The actors share on-screen sex scenes that are depicted with a refreshing frankness - though it has been suggested some of their more explicit moments did not make it into the final cut.

At the film's press conference, Lee paid tribute to Proulx's "epic short story – a story that moved all of us."

"The difficulties of their circumstances make it more romantic," he said.

"We all have that urge to be romantic. I hope this love story can penetrate whatever differences of opinion people have."

The Taiwan-born director’s martial-arts epic Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, that dealt with love, loyalty and loss, swept the Oscar nominations in 2000, eventually winning Best Foreign Language Film, as well as Best Director at the Golden Globes, and became the highest grossing foreign-language film ever released in America.

Brokeback Mountain will hit theaters in the US in December.

watch TRAILER here

thanks to jann for posting at pinoypride

PARIS: HOT

2005-09-10T09:58:00.000+08:00

THAT'S HOT!!!!

Paris Hilton on the cover of Vanity Fair's latest ish....

She says:

"I'm sexual in pictures and the way I dress and my whole image. But at home I'm really not like that.

"All of my ex-boyfriends - not PARIS, of course - would be like, 'What's the matter with you? You're so not sexual.'"

SO BZ!

2005-09-10T08:50:00.000+08:00

Last night I was supposed to go out with my friends Mox, Jen and Jane. Too bad it didnt push thru for one, I had to go to a debut party of a friend. Jen had migraines and Jane for some reason was not feeling well. God! I so need a fone but I cant as of yet had to pay the bills and I am moving from QC to Makati (yes peeps! again). People were like looking for me because I was so busy and I only slept for 4 hours. We decided that we'd meet them up later at Coffee Ex alter at 4 pm. I'm gonna have FUN tonight, because I've been feelin depressed lately. Too bad! no one's there to HUG me.

V's AND VODKA

2005-09-10T01:09:00.000+08:00

THAT SATURDAY NIGHT

Nope, I was not wasted just because of Red Horse beer and Vodka. I tried taking V's (Valium) for the first time, just for curiousity's sake (FYI: though I did it, doesnt mean I recommend it aight). When I took my first pill there wasn't any effect at all after maybe 20 minutes or so I took another and we decided to go inside the club. I guess I was wrong because the effects was like downing ten red horse beer bottles, I mean wasted amplified. I lost my fone, I took my shirt off and danced at the ledge ( which I never do ). All inhibitions lost and I wouldn't go into further details because as of now I'm still embarassed about all the things I did (especially with Polo's recounts of that night)...I cant remember most of the things that has happened only lapses or snippets. I swear that would be the first and the last. Funny thing is when somebody asked me what I wanted to drink, in a snap I answered "vodka tonic". I've been a beer drinker all my life and I dont usually drink vodka. One thing I learned Valium + Alcohol = UNCONSCIOUSNESS

SPICY!!!!!

2005-09-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

I've been a Spice Girls fan before and I love Victoria, they were like everywhere (those money making machine bitches!). I like it when she pouts her lips and the black mini dresses. She is just sexy! but she is so frail thin now and I dunno what's up with the anorexic look. My roommate was like downloading MP3 files and has been asking me about some songs. I suggested that he include Emma Bunton's "Take My Breathe Away"...I checked on her website and I was floored when I saw her pics. She is so my biggest female crush right now. I just got to put a space for her pics on my blog. GORGEOUS! GORGEOUS! GORGEOUS!. I guess Hotness Spice is more like it! Whew!

emma bunton's official site

STILLETOS

2005-09-04T17:17:00.000+08:00

OMG! Jessica Alba in thos stilletos...Just so HAWT!. I love her and I so love the shoes. Im bi but I have this thing for women wearin stilletos, I just think that its real sexy and hot. This gotta be stilleto fetish that I have. I had this ex girlfriend before who was so into this kind of shoes, she feels that it gives her the added umph. She feels sexy wearin them though it hurts if you're wearin them for hours, more like a corset.

NIGHT OUTS

2005-09-04T16:19:00.000+08:00

The fab POLO with his friend (is that vodka tonic???)

I was so wasted that I dont even remember having this pic

FRIDAY

I went out last friday night with POLO...we went to BED it was fun, GOGO boys galore! LoL...There was this japanese guy who's name was HUGO, was hitting on me that I had to pretend that we and Polo were together. This guy was so insistent that he wouldnt buy it, I told him for the nth time that Polo was my bf. But who in the world would believe that there is such a couple whose names are Marco and Polo nyahaha!...Being the nice guy that I am (I'm a big slut but im still nice) I talked to him nicely. I am really not that rude, funny thing was that he told me that I just tell him if he was bugging me already...As long as he is not groping me or pushing his tongue down my truth thats fine with me. He asked as both why we were not drinking and Polo responded in colegiala tone "Its because he is going to make hatid me pa eh". God! what would I do just to get this guy off my back. I had this plan if this guy wouldnt quit Im going to kiss Polo in front of this guy para maniwala lang. As usual Stripperboi was there struttin his stuff and dancin like he was on dope. Eyesore for Polo who was just holding himself back from throwing beer bottles at the guy. They seem to have this hatred for each other.

SATURDAY

I met up with SLY at around 11:00 in the evening. We met at Sonata and had some few bottles of beer and the usual kamustahan to make up for lost time. I met his FAB friends Dickie and his BF for 3 years , Roland, Nico, Jaime "the V diva"...I forgot Jaime's friend's name (Im terrible with names, forgive me! ). Dickie had to go to Fab for he was on the guest list and they were having their first anniversary. So it was talk, talk, talk and as Sly would put it it was Liberation Night, its been two weeks that he has been single and available. At first it was just Sly and me who were talking, you know gettin to know each other stuff. Sly has been an online friend since Teletech days. Dickie ask everyone about what kind of image we were projecting that night. His BF answered conservative cool, nico said gay in which Dickie reiterated that it was so european of him. Sly answered confused in which everyone reacted that it was so passe. It was my turn I just said that it was more of boy next door image, Dickie corrected me by saying "No! its bi next door" to which everyone laughed.

I lost my phone that same night. I really didnt care about the phone since it was an old model, what im worried about was my contacts on both sim and phone memory. Thats was my main sim...Too bad! so to all my peeps I dont have my phone so Im gonna be out of reach til I get a new one... All in all I had a fab time that night.....

NYC CLOSED

They closed out NYC because they are going to make it as BED's extension. Too bad! its fun going there. I like the kind of music that they play there. Kylie, Spice Girls, Beyonce hits. BED is more on House music...

doc tony's photosite

RUSTY JOINER

2005-08-30T09:26:00.000+08:00

Pandesal anyone???

Just got out of the office with bloodshut eyes and all...All I can think of is food and sleep, pandesal, peanut butter and coffee would be a good idea. I wish there's a place in Ayala MRT Station wherein I can buy pandesal. Usually I before I go home I go eat pancakes at McDonald's or 12 pcs of "tuknene" (quail eggs dipped in flour) at Balut Eggspress with sweet chili sauce on them. When I'm this sleepy I really need to eat and eat just so that I can survive the travel from Makati and back to QC...Im just so hungry right now....

rustyjoiner.com

NEW PLACE

2005-08-30T08:53:00.000+08:00

I checked on my officemate's flat because he was convincing me to move in. So after shift we went to his place and I met his other flatmate. I love staying in QC but one thing I'm having a problem with is the proximity. The place is too far that I am like a walking zombie when I get home and another is that the hassle of traffic and travelling. I had to check the place and also talk to my future flatmates in regards with the finances, conditions and whatnot. But instead of staying for just an hour I stayed there the whole day because I've enjoyed their company. It seems that I'm gonna get along well with these peeps. I'm gonna be moving in maybe later this week.

SATURDAY NIGHT BORE

2005-08-27T22:30:00.000+08:00

I woke up at about 7:00 pm and it was raining like crazy. I was thinking twice about goin out because of the bad weather but since I did OT off yesterday I felt that I owe it to myself. So here I am waiting for 11:00 pm, Im going to malate tonight. Marvin texted me earlier and I texted him back, for some reason its been two saturdays now that he's not texting me on a saturday night..Hmmmm, i wonder what he is into this days...(Marv, alam ko tinatamad ka lang umalis)...Well, what the heck! Im still going to Malate, this is a first though...I dont usually go party all by myself...

TEXTMATE

A certain ENZO has been texting me sayin that he got my number from a friend...I asked him to spill where he really got my number, it turned out he got it from an ex. I dont trust people easily. He told me that he stole my number from my ex's phonebook and that he is interested in me...I dont know what is this all about, rebound maybe? Well, two can play at that game hehe....

"ME" TIME

2005-08-26T03:44:00.000+08:00

I left the house at about 7:00 in the evening to go to work...Since it was way too early I decided to go to Coffee Experience first and have me some granita. It was something new since I rarely go to Coffee Ex all by my lonesome. In a way it was nice to just spend time all by myself and just think about things. BTW, I saw stripperboi at the same cafe with his friends. After 15 minutes of ME time, I went straight to the office.

LOW CUT

2005-08-25T09:02:00.000+08:00

Love em bushes err....pants

Low rise jeans both for men and women is makin waves right now. I am a big fan of this type of jeans even way before, it just feels sexy and comfortable wearin low cut and semi fitted jeans. This ad is for D&G ultra low cut jeans, so low that they might fall *lol...You can see billboards of Bench's B/low and Folded and Hung's Illegally Low at Edsa with their own versions. I just dont know if it would be fashionably trendy to have your bushes showin while wearin these extremely low jeans. But the Dolce boys sure looks good on them either with bushes showin or without. I gotta get me a pair!!!!

BURNT POPCORN

2005-08-25T08:12:00.000+08:00

POPPERROOO

Burnt popcorn anyone? I so suck at cooking that I cant even operate a microwave oven right. Me and my officemates went to the pantry since I brought food and popcorn. I overcooked the thing that half of the contents are burnt. I didnt read the instructions, I just put it in the microwave and had it set for 4 minutes and went on to watch TV...As im typing this blogpost I can still smell the burnt cheese flavor on my fingers.

HAIR EXTRAVAGANCE

I have changed my color again after 5 days of having blonde hair. My supervisor has been pestering me everyday to change the color. I purchased Colorsilk from Revlon and its a light golden brown shade and had Sandra (the stylist) do the application. I bought the color myself to make sure that I like the color. My hair grows so fast that after a week or so there are like dark roots and I did not like the offsetting. It looks dirty to me, but when Marvin saw me last night he prefers the blonde do. The color is just beautiful, natural looking but i still look a tanned white boy. In a week's time I had my hair done thrice and an officemate even said that they are gonna be watching out what my haircolor for next week.

SOMEBODY'S EX

I met up with Marvin and Sonny at McDonald's yesterday to just hang out and eat some grub. When we went inside the establishment, we saw a familiar face. It was stripperboi of malate, every saturday nights I usually see this guy on the ledge carrying a bottle of beer and dancing half naked hence the monicker. He also unzips his pants to to tease everybody, I never really paid much attention to him. I think he is a management trainee for the fastfood chain thats why he was there. He was looking at me for some reason, I was just thinking that he might have recognized me.Marvin said that he was trying to get my attention and I confirmed that when I went to the wash area. He went to the same place pretending to be busy and talking to a crew. I was like checking myself on the mirror and he checked the faucet that was in front of me which was working fine since I used it earlier (*wink, wink). I dunno if it was just that I had my haircolor changed or what but Polo told me last two weeks ago that he's an officemate's EX. Sorry bud! I dont go for an officemate/friend's ex and I'm dating somebody online...Mishu Sweepee!

FYI: Im like real sleepy doin this post that I almost fell asleep while typing. Forgive the typos and the grammar if there are any...

INTERGALACTIC BLOG

2005-08-24T09:08:00.000+08:00

Ohmigawd! I just got it biconfessions readers...The certificate from spaceblog, it seems that not only humanoids are reading my posts even extraterrestrial intelligence...LoL! kewlness! *winks

AFTER SHIFT 8:28

2005-08-24T08:28:00.000+08:00

Another day is up and I'm about to go home. Just wanna drop a post here before I go snooze. Im like so sleepy and tired of speaking to irate customers, I wish they get a LIFE!!! LoL...Here I am again with my rants but at any rate this blog is my release, my catharsis. Nuthin to post really, all I've done for the past two days was just eat and sleep, watch TV and go to work. Speaking of watching TV, I saw the Kris-James episode on Boy Abunda's morning show. I forgot to mention Im a big Kristeta fan, I really like her being kikay and honest. It was mentioned that if ever she will get married there is no TV coverage whatsoever, everything is kept private. Well that's a new one since her life is one big soap opera. It would seem like there was a nationwide blackout during the conclusion slash they-live-happily-ever-after part.

FAVORITE HOUSEMATE

The Pinoy Big Brother has been airing for two days now and I really find it interesting. 12 different personalities under one roof and if I would be asked who my favorite housemate its gonna be Rico...he is so generous, go figure!...Among the girls I like Say, I think she has a fun personality and easy to be with. I could Imagine myself being stuck with her for a hundred days and not have a single argument. Check out the official site: CLICK HERE

PINOY BIG BROTHER

2005-08-22T08:18:00.000+08:00

Would you want to be stuck with these peeps in a house for 100 days???

I was way too early for my shift when I arrived at the office last night. Before that, I met up with my bestfriend at 6:00 in the evening and we just kicked at KFC. Since I arrived at the office two hours prior to my shift, I just watched TV at the pantry to kill time. There was like an opening bash on Channel 2 for its Pinoy version of Big Brother. I remember when they were still looking for contestants I almost called their 1-800 hotline, I hesitated because I think I would kill myself without going out of the house for 100 days. I can survive it I think as long as cellphone, cable TV, internet are available. Its intriguing in a way that 12 strangers stuck in one house for a hundred days, 27 cameras scattered all over. Voyeurism on national TV! woohoo...they got nuthin to hide LoL...I cant wait to watch Pinoy Big Brother's pilot episode tonight. There are some familiar faces on the contest one is Cassandra Ponti, a former FHM covergirl and Uma, Sheryn Regis' leading man on her new video...I have to say that they're a gorgeous bunch which makes the show more interesting. I wonder how MTRCB would react to the show in the future episodes. I hope that censorship wouldnt get in the way otherwise they would ruin the whole point of the show. It was mentioned that even if the show is edited there is gonna be live "uncut" feed over the internet.

EVERYBODY'S COMIN OUT!!!!

2005-08-20T15:06:00.000+08:00

Billy Joe Armstrong of Greenday

Duncan James and Lee Ryan

Colin Farrel

I dunno what's happening but for some reason everybody's converted...to the Gay/Bi Cult that is...Or most of them just like the thought of kissing boys hehe....but here is one thing comfirmed though Mark Feehily of Westlife has come OUT! It was confirmed on an interview by Victoria Newton...

Here's the article from the SUN newspaper:

He's a heart-throb admired by millions of fans around the world... and today Westlife star Mark Feehily has taken the brave decision to reveal that he is gay.

In an astonishingly frank and moving interview, the singer decided to tell the truth about his love life for the first time.

For years the Irish-born singer has avoided questions about his sexuality. But today he feels the time is right to come out in an exclusive Sun interview.

Mark, 25, says "I want people to know the truth about my sexuality. I am gay and im very proud of who I am. I'm not asking for any sympathy, or to be a role model to anyone else. I simply felt it was the right time for me to let people know the truth. I'v never tried to hide who I am from anyone, but i'm a very private person and in the past I haven't felt the need to say anything about my sexuality. But I want people to know I am very comfortable with who I am."

With Westlife Mark had a staggering TWELVE No 1 single, won 2 brit awards, an MTV Europe Award and had five multi-platinum albums.

END

BLEACHED OUT!!!

2005-08-20T13:18:00.000+08:00

I got my hair colored blonde yesterday...it was bleached last two days so i had this yellow orange hair for two days. It was punk-ish in a way because the color was so strong and finally i got it all done yesterday. Its light blonde now, PINOY BLONDE that is hehe. I also got my eyebrows colored chocolate brown so it would not contrast the hair's light color (suggestion from Sandra, the stylist). In a way im digging the whole look, it made my skin lighter which is a good thing. Next stop, Tattoo! hehe...My mom would freak out, ive been thinkin about it for years now...My friend Vas invited me to an art exhibit later this evening at Makati. What do i know about art??? the hell who cares...

CARTOON CARTOON!

I had my hair bleached last wednesday because of the cartoon theme at the office. I came in as Fred Jones of Scooby Doo series. Had to buy an orange hanky at Human to complete the look. It was a fun day at the office seein everyone in costume.

BORED!!!!

2005-08-17T08:22:00.000+08:00

I feel so lethargic right now that I cant think of anything. I'm quite busy thinkin on what to wear for CCD at the office. Its already wednesday morning and I cant still think of anything. Anyhoo, gotta run! still got a lot of things to do on my list sleep, look for clothes, haircut and maybe color. Here's a pic of David Boreanaz to make up for this boring post *LoL..bribery always works for me hehe...

P.S. I might be posting a pic of me wearin my costume for tonight...Still thinkin about it though hehe...

MONDAY BLAH

2005-08-15T14:52:00.000+08:00

OMG! cant stand the AC here at the office, its like on full blast that im havin frostbites already...Anyhoo, Im'a submit my resignation letter tonight and for the nth time i still have not finished that damn paper. I wish I had done this two weeks earlier so I dont get to play anime character cum CARTOON CHARACTER DAY this wednesday. I dont know where they came up with this shit since its like way too early for Haloween. They made sure that if you dont comply you arrive not in business casual but business professional.Tshirts with cartoon character prints are not allowed so you have to like do the whole works, those bastards (read: the bosses) just wanna make sure that they dont wear those costumes all by themselves. In a way its gotta be fun though if you look at the bright side of it. Last saturday I asked Polo on what he will wear for the event, he said that his gonna don ala tinkerbell costume. It would be every crossdresser's dream I told him. I still cant figure out what to wear, Im not an anime geek whatsoever so Im not really good at details for this one. One things for sure though no way im gonna go as George Jetson or Fred Flinstone. I want ANIME because its way edgy than Hanna Barbera. Im thinkin maybe Vash Stampede look, hmmmm....

I called Paul last night at 11:00 to wake him up and after four missed calls he finally answered the phone. What was funny was that he went to sleep again and he came into work about 6am. He's heading off to Bohol right now for some much needed rest. Enjoy sweepee! To Mikey, im green with envy too =(

SATURDAY NIGHT

This is a late post coz i was so freakin sleepy last sunday. Marvin and I met at Coffee Experience at around 7:00 and as usual the place was packed given that it was gimmick night. I vented all my frustrations at Marvin hehe good thing I have a friend that listen to all my yapping. We talked about almost anything and exchanged jokes and in a way it did make me feel well. About 9PM I begged Marvin that we go party at Malate so we went back home so that I could change clothes. We crashed at galpal's place first to while away time because it was too early to go party. We arrived at NYC at around 2:00 am and I looked for my friend Polo who frequents the place every saturday night. Marvin cruised the Malate strip and left me for maybe 3 hours or so. So I was there drinking and dancing with Polo and his friends. Malate was devoid of cuteness that time that I concluded that all of them where in hibernation. But I couldnt care nonetheless since I was there to have fun anyways. It was just fun to see a throng of boys dancing with each other to Spice Girls, Kylie, Beyonce hits. We went home at 6:00 and we were laughin so hard because we were murdering Bamboo's song "NOYPI" changing it to the lyrics... "Hoy juding ako buo aking loob at berde ang dugo, Hoy juding ako berde ang dugo ko wwooooohhh......"

SHOUTOUTS: Thanks to all my peeps for the virtual hugs and comments on my last post. I'm so touched *sniff sniff...dont worry im OK now! =)

DEPRESSED MODE

2005-08-13T14:21:00.000+08:00

Im really bored today and mega depressed at the same time. Im quitting my job and I really dont know what to do next. Sure gonna miss my friends and officemates. Im thinkin about heading back to cebu this early or wait till december. Its my off and Im thinkin about just partying tonight or have some coffee or something just to alleviate all of the stress im feelin right now. I need a HUG so bad...... = (

ERIC BALFOUR

2005-08-13T13:29:00.000+08:00

ERIC BALFOUR photo spreads from FLAUNT magazine. You might remember him playing as Kemper in the movie Texas Chainsaw Massacre alongside Jessica Biel. He is also in a band called Fred Alba. If you wanna see those pics just let me know. I have to say that whether its studio shots or live, he is extremely HOT! whew!

famousmales forums

COLIN DREAMS

2005-08-13T12:32:00.000+08:00

Any of you fantasizing about Colin Farrell being BI??? I dunno if this could happen in real life, at least we could get to picture him doing orals and i think he's good at it haha. This was for an interview from his last movie Alexander.When the all male crew was alone in the desert with no women around, he was asked what did the guys do for fun. In response, Colin simply simulated that they jerked-off and gave each other blow-jobs. Big O's for bad boy fanatics out there LoL....

VERY BIG AD INDEED

2005-08-12T14:20:00.000+08:00

I love beer especially our very own red horse in the PI...But I came upon this really really kewl commercial from Down Under for Carlton Draught beer. Its such a funny ad and I give props to the director Paul Middleditch , its like one mini movie...It cost more than $1.5 Million and was shot in New Zealand. If you wanna check what I'm talking about CLICK HERE and if you cant get enough of it and wanna sing along here are the lyrics *lol:

It's a big ad!

Very big ad!

It's a big ad we're in!

It's a big ad!

My God it's big!

Can't believe how big!

For Carlton Draught!It's just so freaking huge!

It's a big ad!

Expensive ad!

This ad better sell some blooooooody beer !

SLEEPY AND BORED

2005-08-10T10:30:00.000+08:00

Just got off from work but for some reason I still dont wanna go home...I still have work later though so I decided to just go online and update all my stuff here on the net...Im quite happy though I get to talk to somebody that I have known for the past (*counting) 6 days...His name is Paul and I know he'd get to read this post (waaahhh! hiya ako LoL)...I saw his pic from Mike's blog and thought that he looks cute, so I asked my friend about him. Mike suggested that I email him and so I did and being the slut that I am I left my YM id and phone number. Last friday he called me up on my cellie just as I got on the bus on my way to Alabang. We hit it off right away and we've been calling each other from then on. I dont know whats going on between us, special bond? platonic? i dunno...He is in Cebu and Im here in Manila so I think we'd see each other maybe 4 months from now. In a way its a nice thing though since we'd get to know each other better. I'd like to try out something that has stronger foundation other than the usual shag-at the first- meetup-then-relationship kind of thing.

BTW, Its his birthday today...HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAUL!

MY FRIDAY!

2005-08-05T18:21:00.000+08:00

MALL RAT

Its a friday and I just got my paycheck, YAY!...I went to Mcdo to have my breakfast and After I spent four hours on the net I fetched my clothes from the laundromat. I went to SM north after that...I didnt know that a Hanes tank top, low waist jeans and flip flops could be so chic. I feel like Im wearin a designer suit though I am certainly not overdrdressed for the place. The reason why Im sayin this is that a lot of guys have been staring at me kc for some obvious reasons (delicious pala me kahit alang gym, LOL)... I tried hard not to spend on clothing though there were a lot of good finds from F&H and also lots of discounted goods at Bodyshop.

BOYTOY

I just bought a copy of the new Icon ish with Brent Javier on the cover...I like the last ish as compared to this one, just my opinion though...Brent does look good on the cover...I've finished two pugad baboy comics (Brosia is my favorite), countless ish of FHM amd Cosmo mags last night...

SECRETS REVEALED

I decided to log back in and to my surprise a friend from friendster has finally got the mystery solved...Though I made sure that I dont have my real profile posted here because of obvious reasons, somehow he did figure out who I am despite the blog name FALLEN ANGEL. WWAAAAHHH! I feel so naked more like Spiderman without the mask... Props to you friend! I still think your a bitch though...love yah!

ALL ABOUT FRIENDSTER

2005-08-05T10:54:00.000+08:00

FRIENDSTURRR!

Yay!!! you can upload 25 profile pics on your friendster account...Its heaven for narcissistic friendster addicts like me. I opened up my friendster because I've been looking for a college friend. I've been on the net for 2 hours lookin over my friends list just for this one person...It was crazy because I have like 452 friends on my list and I have to sort them out one by one. (*memo to myself delete some unknown peeps on my friends list)...I tried user search but could you imagine how many Kristine Garcias are there? 173...

POPULARITY CONTEST

I am sure you have read this on your bulletin boards "Please add me on my 8th account and leave some testi pls."...The nerve! To be honest I cant even manage 450 people on my account, so much more eight friendster accounts. If my friends list would reach about 500, Im gonna downsize it and delete some that I really dont know...That why its called friendster not STRANGERSTER...corny ko noh!

SHADOWS

There are also peeps who would ask for addups with no profile pics at all. I really dont add them up, whats the point in making friends with somebody who you dont see...I was able to get in touch with my friends way back from elementray and college. Bless the person who came up with this networking site. Such a genius!!!

STARTING OUT

I've been a member since Decemeber 2003. I didnt have any idea at that time what Friendster was, til I got connected with a call center in Ortigas. Everybody was like swapping emails and stuff for add ups and I was like "what the fuck is friendster?". Yah! I admit it I was such a dork that time, but guess what Im a friendstar now...LOL

FEAST FOR THE EYES!

2005-08-04T13:24:00.000+08:00

One month has passed and I've been enjoying postin blogs here. To all peeps who have been visiting my blog and lovin the pics, this is my way of sayin mad props to you all!!!! FEAST for the eyes!

*image credits: promo pic for the play PENIS TALKS

WTF!!!

2005-08-04T13:05:00.000+08:00

I have this account on Filipnofriendfinder.com, i rarely open it. I have a pic posted there on my profile and havent outed myself there...for some reason all the ppl thats interested in me are all guys ...There is this one guy who has been messaging me for quite some time now askin for meet up...I didnt quite understand his last reply, all I can say he is such a DRAMA QUEEN!

here are the excerpts:

his reply:

O.K. ka dude.....giving number if its openlly givin is nice but having dot on the last number ur telling me to scram... k. thanks for the time hope u can find a perfect match for u... goodluck and Godbless.again thank you

my message:

hi sorry for the late reply...i rarely open my account here...here are my digits 0922350****...just txt me up

Dunno whats up with him...lucky me! the meetup didnt push thru otherwise im IN for bigger surprises...I hate dramas pa naman...

BENCH'S NEWEST EYECANDY

2005-08-03T11:54:00.000+08:00

Peter Ho - Bench's newest endorser...something to watch out for...REAL SEXY!!!!

VERBAL DIARRHEA

2005-08-03T11:07:00.000+08:00

I've been bummin around for the last 3 days already...

I've been doing online applications and chatting up with my friends through YM...I'm planning to do walkins maybe tomorrow or friday...

No time for MIRC, the ppl there sucks...all they ask for is meetups, one night stands...God, cant you get a sensible person to talk to anymore...

Im so bored right now...Im about to bang my head against the wall...

I've been listening to MYMP, Hale, Nina...

Koreanovela marathon....Cant get enuf of those koreanovelas, they're the BEST! Dunno they always have this kilig factor...

A middleaged neighbor was like out of the house on boxers...WTF! I know its really chic to have innerwear as outerwear (D&G), and low waist pants are so in right now... but man he is such an EYESORE! If he's Marc Nelson or Borgy thats another story...

im just so bored! senxia na peeps...

DIRRTY - Sexiest Vid Ever

2005-08-01T12:08:00.000+08:00

Dirrty - Xtina Aguilera's controversial video was voted by music fans as the sexiest video ever. Done by an online poll by FHM Music TV. It attracted about a huge 150,000 votes. The much talked about video shows Christina flaunting it in buttless chaps and grinding it with well-oiled muscle men in a boxing ring.

FHM Music TV spokeswoman Vikki Timmons said of the winning video: "David LaChapelle created this erotic masterpiece in a sweaty boxing ring. Dirrty oozes sex appeal from start to finish. Christina is one of the sexiest women in music.It was a tough decision for the public to make but I think few would dispute the winner."

Here's the full LIST:

Christina Aguilera's Dirrty
Eric Prydz's Call On Me
Benny Benassi's Satisfaction
NERD's Lapdance
tATu's All The Things She Said
Madonna's Justify My Love
Kylie Minogue's Spinning Around
Mariah Carey's Heartbreaker
Britney Spears' Toxic
Narcotic Thrust's I Like It

STRESS RELIEVER

2005-08-01T12:01:00.000+08:00

Im so stressed right now that I need to stare at this pic for a whole day maybe....Haaayy!!!!

image credits: iconmag.ph

FCUKED UP

2005-08-01T11:00:00.000+08:00

Been listening to Nicky Holland's song "I Just Don't Know What to do With Myself" sems like thats what im really feelin right now. Everything is just so messed up! I dont like my work, everything is fucked up on the career department. Its my first year with the comapany tomorrow and i just wanna get out. I dunno know what to do with my current relationship, I dont like being tied down. I just wanna breathe, I like the love and attention and all that... but not too much attention you know what I mean. Im so fuckin stressed out, I can take it any longer...Everything is so messed up that I just wanna run away from it all...AAAaarrggghh!

What to do? what to do????? HELP!!!!

To sum it all up i wanna quit my job, dont have my career path planned out, dont know what to do with my lovelife...This is the slowmotion trainwreck called my LIFE ladies and gentlemen...

NIGHT OUT

2005-07-30T09:59:00.000+08:00

I met my girlfriends with Marv at Ministop Malate at around 10:30 pm...As always I was late hehe. It was friday night and Malate Strip was not as crowded. We decided to just spend the whole night at Common Ground. Marv didn't go with us because he had to meet up with somebody. I did keep my promise though, I did behave. As if I had any choice we were at a straight crowd's joint. I didnt get to flirt with anybody but all in all it was quiet alright. I did have some fun, dancing to hiphop, rnb and reggae tunes til morning.

There were some cute guys but they're straight and I'm really not well versed on "How to Seduce a Straight Guy 101". I was just looking at this certain guy who was wearing a black shirt and too bad for me he had a girlfriend in tow. He exudes this badboy persona (FYI: Im into badboys than pretty boys...). His friend was hitting on my bestfriend and little did I know that he just met the girl that night. Funny thing is that he's been swapping spit with her the whole night and we heard him ask the girl " what's your name again?". Though I think that was so pathetic, I have to say ang haba ng hair nya!

We went out of CG at around 3:00 am and stayed at a nearby resto for some ice tea and more chika to make up for lost time. We went to Roxas Blvd and continued with the chika, my bestfriend had to leave at 7:00 am because she had to go to work (tibay diba!). We took more pics of ourselves and later went to Mcdonalds for breakfast.

*Alvin Alfonso on the pic

IM SO HAPPY!

2005-07-29T10:18:00.000+08:00

Its my off for the next two days...I just cant contain myself, finally free from the confines of the workplace...Everything SUCKS at work bigtime. It would be two days free from irate callers and customers who signs up for internet service who doesnt have any idea what a browser is. I just wanna get rid of this stress that I've been experiencing the last five days. Its the 29th and tonight I'm gonna be going out with my friends, have dinner and maybe go to Malate afterwards. As much as possible I would try to behave and I dont wanna go too far. I wont make a promise but ill try my very best *lolz...Its fighting temptations night tonight... ^__^

GET BUTCH

2005-07-29T07:47:00.000+08:00

I'm lovin it!

Butch just unveiled their Fall 2005 Collection and I'm lovin it. They dont have distribution here so there's not much that I can do other than drool over their clothes and to my consolation their models. I like the dark brown sweats, leather jacket and their trunks, I have this thing for trunks and undies...FETISH!...And in the tradition of using hot models to strutt their stuff, they featured two skinhead models...shaved head is just so SEXY....

If you wanna check out more of their stuff, click on the link : BUTCH Fall 2005 Collection

HOLLER to:

* FRANZ....this post is for you since you told me that you love my blog because of the BOYS...haha! Enjoy!

* Thanks to the peeps who have been visiting my blog, thanks for the comments....

HITTING THE GYM

2005-07-28T08:21:00.000+08:00

One of my TO DO things...

Its a year now since I last hit the gym...No excercise, nuthin. My schedule has been so hectic lately that the only thing that I get to do after work is sleep. During my days off either I go malling (shopping is my exercise *lolz) , go to the club, or just sleep the whole day. The only exercise that I know is shopping, where I walk Yeah! I admit I am leading the couch potato life. I love to eat and good thingI have a fast metabolism so I dont really get fat. My friends and I have been planning on playing badminton thrice a week. I am interested in enrolling in a boxing class or going to the gym. Getting bulky is not my priority, its more of getting rid of this stubborn fat on my midsection. I mean who doesnt like a to die for-Marc Nelson-abs...I am planning to hit the gym next month. I hope I get to accomplish this, good luck to me.

*Nicky Teerakon on the pic

JERRY HUANG'S PIC

2005-07-26T10:42:00.000+08:00

This guy is my crush of the moment Jerry Huang Zhi Wei aside from Chris Evans of course. I just caught a glimpse of this new series on ABS-CBN entitled 101st Proposals and he plays as one of the leads. Man look at those lips...

Image Credits: http://asianfanatics.net

L mag

2005-07-26T10:11:00.000+08:00

I just bought the latest ish of L mag (mentioned on previous post) just this weekend. I bought it at a magazine shop in Glorrieta not minding the store clerk. I could just imagine the million dollar question running at the back of his mind. What would a so-straight-looking guy do with a magazine full of naked men?..Well, I dont know the guy so I didnt give a flying fuck to what he was thinking. As long as I have my hands on the goodies *lolz. I have to give it to the editor and staff, great spreads especially the ones by Raymund Isaac. The whole day monday I was reading the mag and I was like cracking up with this certain gay's entry printed out from his blogger page. He was so animated and funny though I really dont understand the gay lingo that well despite of my sexuality.

If you wanna check the entry out click on the link: 1 GAY + 1 GAY = 2 GAYS

MEET UPS

2005-07-26T09:23:00.000+08:00

My friend Marv was at the Shang last night to meet up with his textmate. I reallly didnt have any idea that he was flirting with somebody through SMS. I was on my way to the laundry shop to fetch my clothes, when he texted me that he saw Borgy Manotoc at a boutique. I could somehow imagine how he lusted and drooled after him after reading his text message. More like vicarious experience I should say. I hurriedly replied and ask him to like take a snapshot of him using his Sony Erricson camera phone. My ultra discreet bi friend replied that it might be too obvious that he is lusting after him, haha.... The tease! .

Later that night, I asked him what happened with his date. He told me that he just went home alone instead because his date just couldn't keep his hands off him. I texted him back and told him WTF is wrong with him and if he is like playing Marv the VIRGIN or something. He told me that there was nuthin wrong with the guy actually he was good looking and smells good. He just can take his date's raging hormones, he was like telling me the guy was like kissing and groping him and they're still at the Shang at that time.

I was like kidding Marv that he could've just passed his date on to me and I could have worked things out for him (*winks) . I think my friend is growing up and has gone past that "foolin around" stage, I think (Marv, is this for real?!?)... But anyhow, its definitely a plus if you get to know the person first before the groping session starts *lol. Somehow thinking about sex alone would lose all possibilities of taking it to the next level. At any rate it all boils down to what really is your motivation for hooking up with someone. If its just a casual fuck or for the long term fuck err, relationship I mean...

TGIF!

2005-07-23T04:26:00.000+08:00

Thank GOD its friday! grabe...I went out with my straight friends and had one helluva good time. We went to this KTV and sang to our hearts content while guzzling bottles of San Mig Light. I dont have any voice anymore, I dunno what will happen to me when I get back to work. I had my throat worn out (no pun intended) because of singing and drinking ice cold beer all at the same time. Just got home and I'm so sleepy already, 4:42am on my clock...Good morning everybody...

GAYDAR

2005-07-23T04:04:00.000+08:00

My friend Bebs likes to pretend that were like in a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship when we go out. She's got everybody convinced especially her friends that were like together. We went malling and she was on it again playing as my "girlfriend". It was so funny because we saw these two guys and she really find them gorgeous. She was appalled when she saw that the guys' stares were fixed at me and not on her. Though she knows that I play both sides of the field she still cant believe what she had just witnessed. I told her that its not new to me anymore, I can sense gays or bi's with just one look at them not even considering that my major in college was involved in the study of behavior. It takes one to know one.After that incident, she told me that somehow developed her "gaydar" as in 50,000 megawatts. I told her thats what you get with hangin out with me. Same thing happened to my bestfriend that she said "Tangina tol, lahat yata ng lalake nakikita ko Bi"...I retaliated "maparanoid daw ba?"...

^_^

STRAIGHT? YOU THINK?

2005-07-22T07:09:00.000+08:00

I was talking to Marv while he was working on his presentation for Saturday. I asked him this question if he tried doing the deed with a straight guy. Not gay or Bi but a full blooded straight man, he told me that he did and the guy was married. He met the guy at a mall and they decided to do it after that. I retaliated that if he was like there for meet up, I think that classifies him as Bi. But i dont know...If a straight guy sleeps with you, logic follows that he is converted to the Bisexual Cult, right?!?...Or is it just they have this way of conditioning their psyche that they are sleeping with their wives or girlfriends while you're going down on them.

SEX TALK BABY!

Speaking of the sexual psyche, I also asked my friend if did it ever came to a point that while doing it he was thinking of somebody else. He told me it happened when the person he was sleeping with had a close resemblance from somebody who was significant to him. It happened to me when I met this guy named Winston, he looks like Marc Abaya of Kjwan but more buff though. I felt like I was doing "IT" with Marc who I've been fantasizing since his Sandwich days.

This is where the guilt part comes in. I did it with my current flame and I was thinking about this guy, his name is Sonny Boi. And because of that, it was like WHOAH! the big "O" was longer...haha...At any rate, I think everybody is guilty of this sin; men, women, straight or bi. Men might be thinkin about Paris Hilton or Anna Kournikova while going at it with their wives. And even Carrie Bradshaw, she might be thinkin about Mr. Big while doing it with Adan before. Its everybody's SIN.... *winks

FASTFOOD JUNKIE

2005-07-22T07:08:00.000+08:00

I ate nuthin but pizza and burgers the whole day yesterday. Didnt eat any rice whatsoever. I was like so hungry that I woke up at 5:00 in the morning and rushed to Philcoa. I decided to eat at Jollibee because they have like breakfast meals there. I just have to eat rice! Cant live without it...Typical filipino me haha....

Hunks Work Shop

2005-07-22T06:50:00.000+08:00

Daisen, Shinomiya, Ise and Nikuura

Nikuura...HOTTIE! i wish he was a real person >lol<

Screencaps

I just checked on this website and it features this new game in japan called HUNKS WORK SHOP...The characters are really HOT though they're just cartoons...Nikuura is so cute! lolz!

If you wanna check it out, CLICK HERE

XTINA

2005-07-21T09:36:00.000+08:00

Here is a pic of Christina Aguilera from an AIDS awareness campaign ad. Stunning!

THURSDAY MORNING

2005-07-21T09:19:00.000+08:00

Its 7:00am the end of another hell-ish shift. I've been staring at the glass window of the 27th floor office and its been raining outside. I decided to stay to browse the net and pass the time. Remember that Harry Potter I mentioned from the previous post, I downloaded the zip file already haha!....30 MS word files equivalent to 30 chapters. My love for pirated items, lolz...But I'm still gonna get the book nuthin beats the original and everything is in full detail. Can't wait for the showing of the 4th installment of HP, I saw the trailer when I watched Fantastic Four.

SEX, GODS AND ROCK n ROLL

2005-07-21T07:50:00.000+08:00

As i was like going over my old magazines and stuff, I found my copy of Lexy, Nance & Argus: SEX, GODS, ROCK & ROLL...story that focuses on friendship, love and gender identity... I showed it to my friend Marv and he brought it home and guess what his room mates loved it. he said the next day that his roomie Gilbert and his friend Marco liked the comic book. I told him he might want to show them my Cosmo 69 Bachelor centerfolds for 2004 also *lolz. And check if they would like it and make them converts. FYI: Marv's friends doesnt have any inkling that we are chickboys. Go figure!

Guess what?! I also stumbled upon the author Oliver blogger page...Blogosphere, what a small world!

PASSPORT

2005-07-21T01:29:00.000+08:00

This is alarming. Personal information in passports can now be accessedonline due to the globalized screening of entries and exits oftravelers in most if not all countries. Schengen, American, AsianandAustralian data base have been accessed to get the necessary informationonpassport holders.What's more disturbing is, there are no security measures to accessthesite, meaning EVERYONE can just search for info regarding any passportholder, one just has to type the name and country of citizenship. Ifyouare a passport holder try to access this site and you will be stunned:

http://www.scrolllock.nl/passport/

SPAM ON MY MAILBOX

2005-07-20T09:57:00.000+08:00

I just checked on my yahoo mail early this morning after I ended my shift. I was surprised to see that I have like 4,047 unread messages on my inbox. I figured my time would be wasted on deleting spam messages from these yahoogroups. I dont know with these peeps why they debate on gloriagate scandal, network wars on email. Its a total waste of mailbox space, good thing yahoo upgraded their storage capacity to 1GB. But anyways, though most of them are junk you get to pick up some funny and interesting stuff. There is this YUAN who's very pissed off, he did some nude show on webcam and one of his chatmates did some screenshots and passed it around thru email. I did see his pics alright kinda cute and well hung hehe. But one thing leads to another he should've thought about this prior to showing off his ass on the internet.

There is also an ad about L magazine's third issue and on the cover are Bim Cecilio, William Thio and Jerome Ocampo of Viva Hot Men. I think photos were done by Raymund Isaac. Another was a download link for a zip file of Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince spoilers. Too bad because a lot of people are downloading the files so it gave me an error to just download at a later time. The consequences of acquiring pirated copies * lolz, its just a spoiler though not the whole book itself... Im a bit of a cheapskate, I do admit that...tihee

Some spoilers: (do not proceed if you do not wish to know)

1. The Half-Blood Prince is actually a professor atHogwarts.
2. One of Ron's brothers will be bitten by a werewolf.
3. A new (moving) portrait will be added at theHeadmaster's Office towards the end of the book.
4. The forbidden curse was performed at this book.
5. Harry had a girlfriend, but short-lived. He decidedto split up with her at the end (ala-Spiderman, heroic ek-ek, don't want to be known/suffer because of him)
6. One of Hagrid's creature friends died.
7. The 'Felix Felicis' bonus-chapter name mentioned before is actually a potion that can make you "lucky"(longevity varies).

BUTCH

2005-07-19T09:39:00.000+08:00

I was browsing over the net and checked on this site for Brazilian streetwear label called Butch. Really sexy sweats and shirts and I also dig the Butch logo. I really like their underwear collection, I have this fetish for underwear especially the ones that come in funky designs and colors. I just wish they have distribution here in the Philippines....

If you wanna check their whole collection CLICK HERE

HARD FEELINGS

2005-07-19T09:01:00.000+08:00

Shem an online buddy from Downelink had been flirting with me over the phone and thru email. This whole thing started after I saw him outside BED after the White Party held in Malate last month. After two weeks of exchanging messages with each other, he asked me if I was available on a saturday night. I told him that I dont have any plans and so we decided to meet up. During that two weeks of flirting he asked me if Im with somebody. Though I am, I told him that I am single at the moment (Yeah! I know Im bad!). My boyfie posted on the chatterbox section of my profile and I think he read it coz on that saturday night he never responded to any of my messages. Little did I know that he deleted me already from his friends' list. The main reason that I was like hooking up with somebody was that I was not really sure about my boyfie at that time and I also met him at that White Party night.

Here's the catch. He dated my friend Jake and he was really expecting something more than just plain sex. I dunno if Jake was into deep with Shem but based on the conversation that we had I think he had fallen on false expectations. In short Shem was interested on play and nothing else. Jake never really mentioned his name while he was confiding in me. The only clue that he gave was that the person was on my friends list. The way that I knew that they were dating was because of the testimonials they had posted on each other's pages, mentioning White party and stuff. Of course I didnt tell Jake that his guy was flirting with me. I was like playing god at this point or more of having a clear vantage point of the whole situation.

To Shem: rule of karma, what goes around comes around....To Jake: you really dont deserve the person...In a way, I know my intentions were bad at first (landi ko kse) but I think it did serve its purpose. Pretty soap opera-ish huh?

CHRIS' HOT PICS

2005-07-19T08:54:00.000+08:00

I have been kind of bored and busy lately. Dont have much anything to post except that Im tired and I wanna sleep most of the time *ZZZzzzZZZzzzz hehe...just to fill up my blog, here are HOT pics of my crush of the moment chris evans...scorchin hot!

2005-07-18T09:56:00.000+08:00

Artificial Intelligence is no match for natural stupidity

BE MY PENGUIN

2005-07-18T07:19:00.000+08:00

NEW LOOK

2005-07-17T21:49:00.000+08:00

Blonde Ambition

I think its time for a new look . I had my head shaved for about a year now. Though everybody is like saying that it suits me, I'm bored with it! I think after two months or so and I have like my hair thick, Im gonna color it either yellowish or platinum blonde. Im so digging Bernard Palanca's hair right now and I'm dying with envy. Hell! if he can get away with it so can I. I've grown my hair long, shaved head, clean cut, curly locks and its blonde that I havent done yet. I cant wait for two months but I dont think its possible to bleach my hair this short. After I got that done, I'm gonna be working on my tan.

No Sat Night Party

Its been like three straight weeks since I last went barhopping. My friend Polo who frequents BED and NYC every Saturday night, is like asking where have I been lately and thatI've been missing a lot. He also told me prior to going there that he went to an orgy party consisting of 23 participants. He was like texting me cbecause he had an extra invite and I just said "No, thank you. I'm fine with what I have. I cant even keep up with what we call "menage a trois" how much more an orgy party. But seriously, I'm an intimate person and I'd rather keep my partner to myself. Another thing I've been hybernating lately, I have to catch some rest and some quality time with Jhay. I've been busy also with moving at my new place and there are a lot of adjustments that I have to go through. Have to pay some rent with the new house and my phone bills. Two weeks more to go and I'm gonna be back!

*Bestfriend if you're reading this, we better not mess up our plans on the 29th or else I'll go crazy... BED here we come! lolz = p

How Smart is Your Right Foot?

TRY THIS!

This is so funny that it will boggle your mind. And you will keep trying at least 50 more times to see if you can outsmart your foot, but you can't.

1. While sitting at your desk, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles.

2. Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand. Your foot will change direction.

I told you!! And there's nothing you can do about it.

FLAVALICIOUS

2005-07-15T08:25:00.000+08:00

It was grocery day yesterday. I really dont buy food stuff since i dont know how to cook *lolz... Just the skin care and toiletries stuff that I need ...I was amazed when I looked at the toothpaste section there was Close Up flavalicious. Guess what the flavor is??? Its chocolate, I was like what?...Since when did chocolate and dental care come together. But anyhoo, I really like the chocolate taste while I brush my teeth...Weird but fun! Its more like grownup's kid toothpaste and take note its limited edition...I hope they would come up with Brent Javier flavalicious too. Yum!

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Case of the Ex

My ex Owen called me up the other day. I was asleep at that time he called me and I was like so freakin tired that time that when I answered the phone I was my grumpy self. His voice was unfamiliar at first but when I realized it was him my tone changed. I was happy in a way, its been a long time since I last talked to him. Basically, its just funny how Ex's can be like friends after a bad break up. We were like talking about current flame, flirts and how we joke about our past relationship. One good thing though is that even if you didn't make it as a couple at least you get to keep that person as a friend. We talked for about an hour and a half. I guess were much more compatible as friends than as lovers.

FANTASTIC ONE

2005-07-13T06:28:00.000+08:00

I watched Fantastic 4 with my boyfie last weekend. One thing sure did caught my attention, my full attention if I may say; Chris Evans and no one else. He is so HOT!!! with a bod like that he should be called Mr. Fantastic instead. Funny thing is that its not only me, all of my gay and bi friends that have seen F4 just kept on mentioning on Chris. He is much more buff as compared to Cellular and Not Another Teen Movie days. Delicious is an understatement....*winks